Andrew, Deangela,
My heart breaks for you. I have never lost a child, but i have lost loved ones, and I imagine that none of it compares to what you two are going through.
Please know that while we are seperated by geography, this place is a home for us all, and you can always come here for a 'shoulder' to cry on, a hug, or whatever you need.
We love you guys, and are in prayer for you.